stupid fool
i'll choke on the words and spit them out at your feet.
just because i can't say them doesn’t mean i don't feel them.
hands always curling in on themselves, never reaching out first.
i'm sorry. i've learned to be cautious, i've picked up the shards from the ground before and i know how smartly they cut.
if i can onto twist my own neck far enough perhaps i can snap it on my own. won't have to ask you for your help, for your mercy.
when my body is twitching and dying on the ground please don't think i'm at your feet. you've just happened to step through here. i only meant to die alone.